creative expression
I am overcharged
Over enthused
Perhaps intoxicated
With life, err
Or, the caffeine boost
Confused, anxious
As I have mixed
And formulated the cocktail
Of the prescription,
To be tried once at a time
Impatient mind,
Thought the result will be quick
Yes, the result was quick
Old symptoms has gone,
New one has conquered now.
He is anxious many a time
Often confused with hyperactive disorder
Boredom kills his mind to the last minute
That he often wants to forget
With the memory from future
Future, where he is all alone
Alone in the distant mountain home
Which he has made with his imagination
Whose figments are now fading
Like the fog in the summer nights
Which he is preserving with some exotic balm
With his dearest life, which too is to fade
Yet, he lives alone in the city room
Roaches and flies his only pal
Whose presence he never minds
As they don’t bother him much
Unlike the cacophonous city noise
Which often infuriates his cool old mind
The noise he doesn’t bother much
Except the days where he daydreams
Blue sky, majestic wild and carefree life
And the call from mountain home.
Surrounded with the negative
Because it spreads and sells so fast
It’s easier to play victim
Than to stand and fight
It’s easier to fell into the grasp of depression
Than to be motivated amid the crisis
But, my friend protect yourself
Since you are your own savior
Fear not my friend
Nothing lasts forever
This drama you hate will be over soon
And, you will get to play your favorite role
So, keep up the smile and energy full on four
Be ready, as if this is your last and favorite show
Worries are much bigger
Bigger than the shots of bourbon
Not to be forgotten with the drunken mind
Yet, I drink till my full
Hoping, one day the worries will be melted down
And, the trifling mind will dissolve on its own
I was filled with euphoric bliss
I was finally a creator
Only to realize a cruel truth
Sand dunes are for the moment
Yet it shows me the truth
Truth of fragile life
To cherish this moment
To flow with this current
Who knows when waves will come
And, goes with the sand we had borrowed
Unguided, unintentionally
Sucked by the vortex
A momentary bliss
In the abyss
The existential plane
Often gets merged
Time is voided
Like the oil amidst the water
It's strange, that i use to think being free with time, doing nothing at all and just daydreaming was fun. Until, i find out later that being purposefully busy and doing things that matters is more fun. Nowadays i am trying to do the things that i was postponing showing various excuses. Let's see where the time and tide will take me.
A chilly shiver went through the body
An accidental tide drowning it
Washing away the callous of past
Renewing with the refreshing present
An accident was inevitable, a necessary evil
As the gentle wave just drift him to sleep
Drunken with the Life
The thirst keeps on increasing
With each drop of sip
This life is short
Live as you like
Or you will end up
End up with your nightmares
Imaginary ghosts of your past
Living in the plane of darkness
Wheel of life is spinning
Moment by moment it’s slipping
Once gone out of your hand
Never will it return
An hour nor a single second
What is to fear
Where everybody loses
Loses by the death
What keeps you waiting
When nobody waits for you
This is the beauty
This is the ugliness
Now wake up and perceive the real
Oh atman please carve your own trail
Rambling by the mountain side
Adorned with cladded snow white
In the womb of it was beautiful sun
Yawning on her fiery bed
Such a beauty I cherished nothing more
My presence brought the blush on her face
Hues of pink and crimson red
Piercing through the vast lilac blue sky
Recoiling and back to foolishness
I am not an animal
That bites its own tail
The memory of past that haunts it
In past days where its tail has betrayed
Working in favor of enemy
I am looking forward
Storm may wait
Sunshine may wait
I live in this moment, far from fear and regret.
Come o coward, come forward
Snatch my flesh and drink my blood
When you are smeared with my blood
Your soul may rest in peace
When you are devoured by lust
My cry go numb in your ears
When the death bell rings for me
Your soul may rest in peace
Pity for your cunning mind
A filth of societal feed
Blessing so they called when ye were born
Thrashing a devilish look at feminine form
When I soar above
Above and far from the clutches
Away from your filthy grasp
I pray for you, may your soul rest in peace.
Searching for the dreams in dawn
That were lost on last twilight
Hoping to be found somewhere
Confused and alone around the corner
Engulfed by the sea of sorrow
Yet the smile gets out of nowhere
Hoping someday two shores will meet
Someday when tears will be distilled
Unscathed and silent, the surface
Hidden lies scars, deep beneath
Smile often hides the tale
Story of bleeding wound
When the death bell rings
Like a echoing tinnitus
Wish is, nothing remain more to explore
Tired from the long travel
Weary with tears and sweat
To be renewed with birth
I will bade you goodbye kiss
Promise to return someday
Day that will shine with golden light
Somewhere in the deeper gorge of mountain
I heard the heart wrenching wail
A mad man perhaps was singing the song
Yet the ragged voice sounds like wail
A song about how he was happy
Unlike the people in the town
Curiosity got me nearer to the source
Moment later, raggedness has turned to huskiness
Perhaps the irritation has cleared the throat
Or some bitter herbs of the mountain
The song was marvelous
But the singer song like a crow
Perhaps he don’t care
Mountain doesn’t mind the notes and scale
The man was singing about the fairies
How they met him at night
They tell him of the dark creatures
Monsters of the lonely night
He was singing about the warrior
How he was once a glorious knight
Now, I was fed up of his nonsense
I moved on to see the full moon bright.
Quest seems simple
Running through the coursing veins
Yet far from the grasp
Only a mirage of presence
Far from even the wisest wise
Farther than the whole universe
Yet I travel through many lives
For the quest to find the creator of my life
Wandered through the barren lands
Through the warm Gobi desert
Travelled through many lives
For one quest, quest of finding self
Childhood on trauma
Youth on addiction
Old age on anguish and pity
What a way of living
Life comes, life goes
Like the roll of camera
One screen replaces other
Twilight goes to be replaced by dawn
Life is beautiful
As every moment is new
The screen moves on and on
Cherish each moment before they are gone
Lost in whirlpool of thoughts
An unexpected fart brought back reality
Burrowing mountain to get mouse
Mother is waiting for her cub at home
Cub that has gone afar, perhaps never to return
No solace will bring peace to her wailing heart
Just return home oh child, before the darkness creeps on
Just as the dewdrops in the full moon night
Seems like the beads of pearl shining so bright
Know the colors of the worldly desires as such
And leave the arrogance of self from the heart
Freedom of speech
Freedom of action
Freedom from slavery
Showing futile bravery
Yet bonded and enslaved
From one’s chain of thoughts
You are nowhere to be seen
Yet I found you in my prayers
When nobody was there to hold me up
Silently I listen to your calls
Your divine love is surreal
I can’t deny it anymore
You smile and shine through everyone
Even the devil doesn’t look bad
I cried for many days for you
Until you listen to my call
This is the stand I take and wouldn’t fail
Stubborn and childish you may call
Thoughts are so mingled
Badly are they tangled
Little bit of meditation
A wonderful bulletproof solution
When the mind is filled with filth
Filth of worry, anger, fear and hatred
Brush it out with meditation, prayer and love
Then the truth will be revealed which was always there
When the worries and agony has settled down
The tiredness is long lone by goodnight rest
Fiery ball kisses cheeks like the velvety blanket
It is beautiful morning, rise up lazy head
I have left the home
The journey to win the world
Yet, here I lay down in the dusty trail
Tired and hopeless loosing with oneself
I wish i have the dream
Dream that wouldn’t let me sleep
Waking early would be fun
While others sleep like dumb
The Pin drop silence
Follows after long fought war
Dead don’t make noise
Life is just the journey
There may be velvety grassy lands
Further ahead there might be rocky island
You can’t complain what you get
Dream grows
Dream comes slow
Like the tortoise in the race
Yet I love chasing dreams
Since there is nothing more to chase
It comes like a seductive women
But goes like a bitter pill with little sweetness at its edge
Dream higher, dream bigger shouts the Guru
STFU, it isn’t giving me peace of mind
Maybe I dream way much bigger
Maybe it was bigger than that I can chew
Long forgotten dreams are chasing me in queue
Help, help, somebody help me
I need my guru to give me a push
I have got stacked in between, drowned to the brim
I am trapped in the rouleaux of my dream
I am the person of change.
Routine work bores me down to death and it usually shows in my tantrum in waking up in the morning. I sleep till 9 in the morning, until my brother goes to college. I always like to explore more and more in the inner or outer world. I am a medical laboratory technologist by profession and my work usually follows the same routine and rarely is there a moment where I get to know new and interesting things.
Except for the geometric crystals in the urine of patient,
wait, wait what?
Isn’t it gooey to think about finding interesting things in stinky urine?
Listen smartass I will tell you the secret, more stinky and turbid and out of normal looking urine more pathological will be the condition and chances of finding new things. I’m out of it.
“You and your stinky urine.”
You might be thinking, oh hello I am reading your mind or perhaps hallucinating. See, that’s why I was thinking of changing my career or at least a break. From past few days I am having this strange dream which is keeping me awake at the middle of the night.
Nightmare?
Nightfall?
Oh shit, will not it comes after the prefix if it happens at night.
Hello guys, I am trying to write a long story or perhaps it might turn into a novel, who knows. But, bear with me guys if you are one of those who thinks with his thick mind(critics I mean) you might be disappointed. It will be in informal manner just letting out my inner animal(creativity you might say). But, I will be happy for positive criticism and try to minimize error. Thank you, for your time.
-Krishna
It is hopeless to remain sane
In the world full of insanity
The scripted world follows to the dungeon
To remain awake is the insane
To laugh from the heart is insane
Living the life you love is insane
To love unconditionally is insane
To remain sane in this world is insane
To follow the heart not the crowd is insane
Listening to the sounds of nature is insane
Here insanity is the new sane
To remain with conscience is vain
Life is maligned by the death
Love is blinded by hatred
Steps has been erased
Hope is destined to be shattered
Yet, i move with a smile
Never cease to love
Treading the new steps for my path
Hope will re-emerge with new found faith
Long deep breath
Swells up his breathing apparatus
A long silence follows
Perhaps the air has some magical note
Long time has passed now
A lone survivor a friend of wild
Howl of wolf a music to his ear
Inducing some hypnotic shamanic dream
Away from the clutches of fear and greed
Nature a trap for others sets him free
A son of warrior clan
True to his spirit, a divine man
She came like thief
She stole my heart
My love has gone afar
Now I’m lost
Where can I find her
Oh tell me messenger of love
Cool breeze often sends her whisper
When will you come to me oh robber
Whom to complain
Was my own fault
To set loose my heart
carefree its nature, destined to be lost
Riding through the dusty trails
Happiness and sorrow comes and goes
With the ups and downs of the valley
Horizon makes me remember my goal
However the horror is in nightmare
One simple wake shatters it down
It makes me happy when life hits hard
Pain will eventually turn to pleasure I know
With every ride something will be learned
Today was the bitter one, sweeter to be followed
Everyone sees my trauma and external coil
But trauma is my friend in its mystic veil
The years comes and goes by
We are just the traveler passing by
Previous was the bitter shattering one
Leaving us with the deeper lesson to learn
Lucky are those who have learned
Lesson of nature and that of life
Together only can we thrive
Together we laugh, together we burn
A year has passed with the lesson
Now today we stand and promise to learn
Live happily and head held high without the fear
Oh my pals, my best wishes for this New year.
Life was giving me the rose
But thing I saw was thorn
Life was sounding alarm
The sound I heard was irritating horn
Busy scanning through daily wits
Eyes seems to be dreamy and lost
Mind seems to be intrigued and confused
It usually occurs for mind to be such
The ocular muscles seems tired
Yet there is sparkle, a mysterious one
Seems like it is making face lit more lively
The charm is not for the master, I know
Deceived for the first time
That has filled me with envy
Sight has cheated the master
To be loyal, to the thief of my joy
Trouble has began to manifest
Mandatory to be full of patience
Eyes that used to be window to my soul
Now has kept image of mortal coil
Driving through the busy world
My senses gets numb and sharp
Sometimes I cry in despair
Another, I laugh like joker in the bar
Happiness and sorrow comes and goes
Life and death comes and goes
Don’t look at the darkness and cry
After the darkness, light will glow
In my mind what I see
Imprints of many lives and deaths
I am the passenger of life
Life just the journey of faith
When I get sucked inside the dying star
My brightness will not be diminished
Illuminated from the soul
I am the light
Yes it’s true
I am
It.
Why,
Is there,
Suffering?
Is it the only truth?
Or, is it the divine guru
Which we are searching from many lives
Let us pray, our prayers are heard through the time
Let it be heard for one final moment, perhaps a moment of truth. Amen!!!
When the mind goes wild
Tame it with patience
When the anger is boiling to the brim
Cool it to settle down with patience
When the hatred is piercing your heart
Calm it with the balm of patience
When the sad news shatters your soul
Maintain the patience and it will heal
When the world is on chaos
Be patient and you will be at peace
Life enjoys itself
Basked in the sunlight
Drenched in the majestic rainfall
Rainbow adorns the beauty
Sweat drops glisten the divine worker
Hardship the great satisfaction
Blood flows faster to feed the hungry cell
Cool night air balms on the teared down skin
